Before beginning, let me say that this story is based on something that really happened. The people and events have been greatly embellished.

--- Emma.

"Come on Sasha, Ludi, the car is waiting. Sasha are you sure you are up to this, that was no picnic you just went through. "I'm OK Janna, just a little nervous and I am hungry". OK we will eat, then some light shopping, you will have time for a nap before we go to the clinic tonight. How about soup and a sandwich ?" "Sounds wonderful.

"Ludi will you look at that, the first thing Sasha did when she sat down was to pull her skirt down, how did you know to do that Sasha" "It was just a reflex, I can't explain it". "we need to pick up some jewelry for Sasha, rings, bracelets and some pearls".

"Mmmm that was good, thank you Ludi." "Ready to do just a little shopping Sasha?" "Yes Janna."OK we'll go to Loveman's, every girl needs a little black dress, and they have the best selection" "Shouldn't we wait until I get my new boobs Janna? Ohh you precious, no we know what you size will be, it's the same as your breast forms, 36C". "Ohhh OK" "So we will pick out a dress, a foundation to go with it, shoes and accessories OK ? "It sounds like a lot but OK".

"Here we are, dresses are on three". "Hello Janna, Ludi it's been a while, who is this lovely thing. "Malga this is Sasha Paschen, our cousin, we are here to buy her a pretty black dress and everything that goes with it". "Certainly, what size?" " An American size 12 will be perfect. "Here are four dresses from my designer line, what do you think?" "Sasha ?" "I think this one please". "This is amazing, that is exactly the one I picked, yes Ludi, me too". It is rather fitted so we will need a good foundation". "What do you think Malga, an All-In-One or just a good girdle"? "I think a girdle Janna and a firm control Body Slip". "I agree could we look at those". "Of course. I'll bring some over, 36C, Right ?" "Yes Malga, 36C". "Here we go, I recommend a High Waist Open Bottom Girdle, with six garters, I have two, one Olga and one Pierrson from France". "Which has the firmest control Malga ?" "They are essentially the same". "Well then. the Pierrson please, the black lace trim is stunning" This Laurence slip is the only choice, it is black silk landex, it has a very good push up bra, and very firm control to just above the knees."

"Feel like trying it on Sasha " "Certainly Ludi, can you help me ?" "Of course darling". "The dressing suite is right here girls, call me if you need me" "Thank you Malga". "You probably need to get all the way undressed Sasha, here let me help you. I still cannot believe your feminine vagina. It's utterly perfect, leave your panties on, give me your stockings dear, good. Cold "? "YES " OK quick, get into this girdle, it has a side zipper. Pull hard Sasha, wiggle your butt. That's right, over your knees, I know it's tight. I'll help you pull, now one big tug. Ohhhhh. Now suck in dear while I zip you up". "Ohhhh my gosh, Ludi that is tight" "Yes but look at your line, your butt is defined, your tummy is flat, your waist is cinched. Now let me roll up your hose. These garters are adjustable, so stretch your hose very tight, they will hold your girdle down. Here I'll get the back ones, stand up straight. Now flex your legs, Again " Good, now step into the slip", "Ohh it feels good, it just slides up, it soooooooo tight". OK darling, let me fix the bra, lean forward to fill up the cups good, great separation and lift"

"How are you doing Ludi, Sasha ?" "We are almost through Janna could you bring us a pair of 4" Pumps to match the dress ?" " Of course Ludi, silly me just forgot." Now this dress goes over your head Sasha, hold up your arms, It just glides down, I love it. Let me button up the back " "Here are the shoes Ludi " "Ohhhhh Sasha I love it". Slip into the pumps darling" "Let me fluff out your hair, Ta Da " We're ready". My goodness Sasha that dress was made for you, why don't you just wear it home". Thank you Malga, thank you Janna, Ludi." You are welcome dear" "Malga, Ludi and I will come back tonight for a bit more, Sasha has an appointment, but she will certainly be back, keep her sizes on file" "Yes Janna, charge this to your account "? "Yes Malga. please.

"Ludi, yes Sasha" "This dress is so fitted, it's a little hard to walk. I noticed that, it is a bit tight. Tonight when Janna and I go back to Loveman's, I will take the dress and get Malga to put in a small side slit in both the dress and the slip". "I suppose I could just take smaller steps, like this". " You can try that, but I know what it's like to have your skirt inhibit your walk, you do have a very nice, very acceptable feminine stride, let's don't change it". "OK Ludi" "Sasha, how do you navigate in those 4" heels, you never falter" "I honestly don't know Janna, for some reason they even feel comfortable. The backs of my legs are a little sore, the tight stockings help" "We'll give you a massage when we get home, OK ?" " That sounds wonderful. Let's go".

"We are home Sasha, are you OK ?" "I'm fine Janna, just a bit weary, let's go up" "how about a drink girls, wonderful, I'll take a scotch and soda, that sound good, we'll all have one. Come on in here Sasha, Janna, I'm going to give Sasha a massage. Ludi get those things out of my bottom drawer, OK". Let me help you undress Sasha, kick off your pumps, I'll lift your dress over your shoulders, try not to get lipstick on it, good now I'll hang it up. Off with your slip too. Now let me unzip that girdle, Ohhhh that feels good. Sasha I love your new voice. Just pull it down over your knees, I've already unhooked your stockings. Perfect, now darling off with your panties, let me slip this garter belt around you, I think you will like the way your stockings feel. Here, let me hook you up, flex your leg dear. Good leave your bra on, and lie back on this table. Your Vagina is just perfect it looks absolutely wonderful. Now on your hands and knees dear, I'm going to take out your tampon. Hold still, I am cutting the string where it's tied. Now relax darling, just relax, here it comes, just a little more, good, let me flush it down. Now on your back dear. bend your knees a little. Hand me the vibrator Ludi and get the other one ready, lubricate it extra well. This little vibrator Sasha is one that I use, let me wet it in my mouth Good"

" Ohhhhhhh Janna p l e a s e, it fits right in your cunt Sasha, in and out, Ohhhhhh, that's right girl, hunch your hips. Ohh my god Janna, it's in me, I'm going to cum, not yet darling, not yet, come on, up on your hands and knees. ohhhh Ludi Nooooo.

"It's really slick Sasha, let me open you up, ohh Ludi your fingers, OK darling you are going to like this, Ohhhhh it hurts, Ohhh no more" "just a little. there all the way in, now I'll Turn it on". "Ohhhh, ohhhhh, push it Ludi, in and out, noooo Janna not you too. Ohhhh, Mmmmmm" "That's right girl work your hips, harder, Ohhh my god p l e a s e yes. yes, yes, Ohh Ludi fuck me, Janna harder, harder, Ohhhh, Mmmmmmm. Unnnnnn Ohhh here I come, I can't hold it, Ohh fuck me Janna yes, OOOOOOOOOOOOO, fuck me Ludi, ohhhh yes I can feel your long nails in me, it's time Un Un Un Um Um OHHHHHHhhhhh." I've never felt anything like that, I thought I was going to explode". "Liked it Huh ?" "When you get back from the doctor, you can do us Janna and I, OK ?" Ohh yes Ludi !" "How about a bath with lots of gardenia. Let me take off your makeup and wig. You handle your garter belt, stockings and bra. Mmm this feels wonderful. When you are finished, dust off with the powder here, slip your garter belt. hose, pumps and bra back then slip into this silk robe. It's your size".

"Over here Sasha between us on the sofa in front of the fire" "I don't mean to be a broken record Sasha but those 4" heels are rather high, and you walk like you are on air. Ready for the new you darling ?" "Really Janna I an frightened, this is a very big step. I say again, no matter what's done on the outside, I'm still a guy on the inside. My thoughts are very mixed up and to be honest, it seems kind of phony when I have to think, how to be a girl". "Maybe in time it would be automatic, I'm just not sure". "Remember Sasha, the bottom reason we are doing this is so that you can help us in our business in Russia." We explained why it's necessary for you to be a girl, and I must say, you have exceeded our expectations". Tell me the truth, have you ever before dressed as a girl ?. No I have not, well there was the time when I was about 7 or 8 years old when my Mother dressed me as Raggedy Ann for a school play, but certainly nothing since, and frankly, I've never thought about it".

"Well darling, there is something buried in there" The way you act, particularly how you are so comfortable, it's not just dumb luck. You have several intrinsic movements and motions that are so feminine, maybe it's just a reaction to your new circumstances." "What, so far, makes you feel the most feminine Sasha"? "The form that Lissa made for me, it makes me feel different, and when you sucked it, I almost went crazy, I have never felt like that before. I like the smells, the gardenia bath oil, and the perfume. I like the way my new voice sounds, it's not so feminine that I am embarrassed, but it is kind of sultry"

"Sasha, outside the sex, do you think you are going to like this, can you picture getting up in the morning, combing out and brushing your long hair, putting on a new pair of panties, getting out a fresh bra from your drawer and putting it on, putting on panty hose or stockings, shoes from teddy pumps to 5" heels, then sitting down at the makeup table to do your face plus all the other necessary things". When you say it Janna, I can picture it. It doesn't scare me, I know you and Ludi will keep me from embarrassing myself. You are my safety net. After my surgery tonight, I would like to stop for a while and let both of you teach me the details, and answer my questions" "That's wonderful Sasha, you make me so happy, Ludi and I will try very hard to put ourselves in your shoes and to be mindful of your emotions and feelings".

We do need to do a couple of things now OK " "What " We need to take off your breast forms, and give you an extra hormone injection,, Lissa's orders. OK?" "Yes, OK" "Take off your bra darling, good you reached behind you just perfectly. here I'll take it" "This is a surgical adhesive remover, it will just take a minute. Ludi please bring me one of the maternity nursing bras" "Sasha, I've cleaned up the forms and I am going to slip them into the pockets of this nursing bra, now sip into it, lean forward to fill up the cups, now I'll hook the back. This shot goes into your butt, lean over just a little. There that wasn't so bad. Sasha this is your breast pump, Lissa said to be sure to bring it. Ludi is going to spend the night with you at the clinic, OK ?" "Yes Janna, thank you Ludi".

"You are not supposed to eat or drink much but I can fix you some soup. We will leave in about an hour. I have your gowns, robe and slippers packed, in your purse is every thing you need for makeup. Slip on your blue dress and some leggings, flats are fine. No wig, I'll tie your hair back in a bun. I promise, the beauty salon as soon a you feel like it. Lissa is going to remove your feminine "form" and when she puts it back on tomorrow, it will be attached with only surgical adhesive. I'll bring your new bras with me. I guess that's everything."

I like that blue dress Sasha, it matches your eyes. I'll take off your makeup after we get there OK?" "Yes that's fine Janna". "Let me take a deep breath and get this over with, can we go now." Let me call Lissa and see if it's OK to give you a mild tranquilizer, no I'm OK Ludi, let's go".

Well here we are Sasha any second thoughts, No Ludi I'm ready. Let's go up.

"Hello Girls ready Sasha ?" "yes Lissa" "Lissa can I see you for a minute, sure Janna in here please" "Lissa, Sasha is very nervous, can you give her something ? Sure Janna a mild sedative, here I'll give it to her" "Thanks Lissa" "Here Sasha take this little it will relax you, I promise, It's OK" "Ludi you are spending the night, Right ?" "Yes Lissa". Good you can assist me in the OR". Janna you are doing some shopping right ?" "Yes Lissa, I'll keep my cell phone on so if you need me call". "Perfect, I am very sure everything will go perfectly> Ludi help Sasha out of her clothes and into the pink surgical smock behind the door. How do you feel Sasha ?" "A little sleepy Lissa". OK let's get started, Ludi get into your scrubs, I'll do the same we can wash up together. Janna please stay with Sasha until we finish".

OK we are ready, Sasha let me help you onto the table. We've got the anesthetic flavored with Gardenia, your favorite, just relax and count backwards, she's out Ludi, set up the SP IV Drip. Get her legs into the stirrups, I'll get the drapes fixed up here, you monitor the drip and her vitals. This won't take long. I've got the Saline/Silastic pouches, I'll pull her up with this vacuum clamp over the nipples and breast structure. A small incision under her breast, insert the pouch. I'm going to incise her breast structure to allow for the necessary stretch, her nipple is perfect, just right. Now balance the muscle support in the front and on the sides. How does it look Ludi" "Perfect Lissa, just perfect" " OK let me close, now the other side, how's she doing?" "Fine Lissa, no anomaly. Steady and regular." "well that was quick, I think Sasha will like what she sees and feels. Let's look at her vagina, use this bottle to get it off, just cut the mesh free. Give it to me so I can sterilize it ".

You know Ludi, her cock is very small, we could fix her down here very easily when she's ready. OK let's get this back on, this is an electrolyte liquid, it will be totally invisible and she will have a much more natural feel, just hold it onto her for about 4 minutes, I'll take out the IV drip. Let's roll her into the next room, this one is not very friendly to wake up in. Get her into this nursing bra, here I'll help you get her sitting up. Good !" "Now, elevate her head just a little" It will take about 10 minutes for her to wake up. Let me change out of these scrubs, then I'll watch and you can change.

"Well hello young lady, how do you feel". "Ludi is that you". "Yes my darling, it's me and Lissa is right here too" "Am I OK ?" Yes darling, you are just fine, everything went perfectly. Just rest, go to sleep, we'll be right here all night". "She is so cute, I just know this is going to work out". "Ohhh I do hope so Lissa, Sasha is the answer to our dream, Lissa why do you think that Sasha has such feminine emotions and movements from time to time, it's uncanny". "I'm not sure Ludi, I do think that all men have a feminine side buried inside, with some it's just closer to the surface, and the way you and Janna approached this brought it out.. The HRT hormones are starting to kick in, and the power of suggestion and circumstance. I do want her to sleep all night, so if she wakes up, and you are with her, give her this medication, she shouldn't have pain, but if she does the pentihum is in the medical locker, about 10cc will be right. I'm going to dash out for a bite, beep me if you need me, I'll just be around the corner." Please bring me something Lissa, I don't want to leave her". OK Ludi, I understand, bless you." "I told you, your RN Degree would come in handy". "Yes you certainly did".

Good morning Sasha how do you feel ?. Is that really me ? "Yes it is ". Can I look ?" Sure stand up, here lean on me, slip your bra off, just hold it on your arms". "WOW ! I can't believe it, they look, they look, r e a l. They are real lover, now back into your bra. You must wear it night and day for about a week". "This same bra for a week, no silly we have three or four others, different colors, different styles". "Now lie down so Ludi can give you an IV, It's glucose (Sugar Water) to give you some pep, Miacin to take care of any infection, and Estrace NT for an extra shot of HRT. Just lie back and relax, it will take about 30 minutes. While we wait I am going to repaint your toes. OK Janna, whatever you say, that polish looks like a fire truck, it's so red". "Yes darling it's super. don't you just love it."

"OK Sasha you can go home, but I want you to see her tomorrow", "Janna I have decided to wait on the breast pump, I'll let you know when I see her tomorrow. Do check her nipples for discharge tonight, if you see any call me". "OK Doll ready to go !" The car is warm and waiting out front. We have lunch waiting at home, and a couple of surprises too. Let go, here I'll help you into your coat. Ohhh I do love this ermine, It makes it all worth it" "If she has any pain, call me Janna, I'll come over and give her something, she should be OK though" "Let's go Sasha, just lean on me" "OK Ludi"

"Here we are. let's sit by the fire". "What are all those boxes Janna ?" "They are the new you Sasha darling, a complete new wardrobe. Dresses, Shirts, Sweaters, Blouses, Slips, Bras including long lines, Panties, Girdles, Waist Cinchers, Stockings and Pantyhose, Shoes, Jewelry, Hair Bows and Combs, a complete makeup kit, perfume, bath oil, a couple of fancy hats, 2 bathing suits, cover-ups, hair rollers and a blow dryer, a couple of sophisticated very feminine suits, including one pants suit, jeans, and darling we are going to measure you for what I am sure will be your first corset. Every young lady needs one, certainly Ludi and I have one" "I am overwhelmed Janna, it's so much". You are one of us Sasha, I don't want you to do this and not be comfortable about how you look and feel". I bought everything I cold think of.

"Are you up to a new do ?" "What ?" Cecille our hair salon person wants to come over and do your hair here, but only if you feel like it". "What time is it now ?" "Almost noon". Tell her to come at 2:00, that will give me time for a nap, also Ludi my breasts are aching, not too bad, but it's distracting". "I I'll call Lissa, you take a nap, call me if you need me".

"Feel better Sasha, yes but I am still a little uncomfortable" "Take this it will make you feel better, Lissa says it's normal". "I need to check your nipples, I'll pull down the front of your nursing bra. I will be very gentle, but I am, going to wipe you off with this antiseptic wet wipe". "Ohhh that's cold" My My your nipples certainly are sensitive, look they are very hard and erect" Pull my bra back up Ludi, please !" "Of course Sasha, I 'm sorry. Cecille is here, ready for your new hairdo, Ready?" "Yes let's go in".

"Hello Sasha, please sit here" Yes hello Cecille". "Let me look at you". Your hair is long enough for a bob, how does that sound ? Help Janna ??" It's perfect Sasha, short in back, framing your face in front, what color do you want ?" " How about auburn a little darker than Ludi's". "Perfect, now relax leave this to me". "First I'll just wash and condition your hair, then I'll cut it while it's wet. I'll comb it out as I go. Ludi get a sheet, cover the floor under the chair please. Sasha you look so pretty in that pink lace smock." OK let me brush it out. I will pull your hair a little as I cut it, but it won't take long dear" "Mmmm. that looks super, you have nice manageable hair, just thick enough with very good body. Now come over here, I've brought my salon dryer, just relax while I lower the hood over you, good just a minute darling, just relax, close your eyes and dream.". "Perfect now young lady, back into the chair. This is regular aluminum foil, I'm going to pull up some of your hair in a random pattern and wrap it in the foil. Now lean back and hold still, I am going to rinse your hair with the first color. Good, now one more rinse. Just relax darling it's not so bad. OK we are getting there, this is the final rinse a setting gel. Now let me wrap your lovely hair in this turban, we must wait 15 minutes, while we wait I'll polish your nails to match your toes. My this polish is R E D. Your nails look good Sasha, just the right length, come back later this week and I will do you some acrylic nails".

"Good girl, you are mostly dry, I'll take out the aluminum foil, just take a sec". Now Sasha we do two more color rinses to bring out the highlights. The setting gel will protect the base color. Lean back to the sink, good girl.. A fresh water rinse, what do you think Janna ?" "I love the color Cecille, it's just right. "Well Sasha we are almost finished, I am going to roll up your hair in these big rollers and use bobby pins in front for spit curls. Just pull the hair up, roll it around the roller tightly, then clip it secure. You look cute in rollers Sasha. In front, I'll wind your curls around my finger and slip a bobby pin to hold it." Ludi "" yes Sasha" "I need another pill, I am a little uncomfortable. Of course darling here"."

Sasha come over here please and get under this dryer, I don't want you to catch cold." "Yes Cecille" "Sasha" "Yes Cecille" While you are drying, would you let me arch your eyebrows just a little more, don't you think she needs it Janna ?" "Yes Cecille, I have been thinking the same thing. Just use your tweezers". "This will just take a minute Sasha, I'll be quick"

"Ouch ! Ohhhh poo, don't be a sissy, you can do it yourself after this, there, all finished. You can come out of the dryer now, come over here and I'll brush you out. Ohhh I just love these spit curls". Sasha you are a real doll !" "Janna, Ludi, what do you think, In a couple more weeks we can do something softer when her hair is longer." "I love it Cecille". It's perfect, Look in the mirror here, Ohhhh my gosh, I can't believe it. It changes me completely" "I am so glad you like it Sasha, I'll be going now, I look forward to seeing you again later this week".

"Sasha you look simply delectable, good enough to eat. Come on back to my bedroom, you too Ludi, let's get comfortable, Ludi help Sasha undress. Just leave on your bra, garter belt and stockings let me help you with your panties.. Here rest on these pillows, just lean back.

Sasha this is a breast pump, Lissa said for us to use it today, I think you will like it. Let me pull down the flaps on your nursing bra. Sasha darling your breasts are perfect. This little cup fits over your nipples like this, I've lubricated the edges with Vaseline. We squeeze the bag and we get suction. You do the other one Ludi. Squeeze, release, squeeze, release.

Look Sasha your nipples are getting longer and bigger" "Ohhhhh they are so sensitive. Ludi can you suck my nipple with your mouth ?""Of course my darling. OHHhhh Ludi stretch it. more, more, Ohhh yes bite it, not too hard. Ohhhh Janna you too. Mmmmm that's right Sasha arch you back up. Ohh my nipples feel huge. My breasts are on fire. Please, please pull my nipples up, yes yes. Ohhhh no Ludi, that's my cock. Rub it harder, Ohhhhhh the vibrator, it's in me"" Spread your legs wide Sasha, bend your knees" Ohh my god Ludi, I can't stand it, you have your hands around my ankles and you are moving them up pulling on my stockings, ohhh no higher please. Kiss me Janna, I feel your tongue, yes Ludi, yes. Your nails on my nipple and my cock, it's too much, I can't hold it.

Oh Janna the breast pump on my cock Pump it I'm coming, suck my nipple Ludi,

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Mmmmmmmmmm, Unnnnnnnnnnnnn". "Hunch Sasha Hunch " Ohhhh me. I am exhausted.. I'm absolutely, totally, completely, empty. My nipples hurt !"

"Are you there Ludi ?" "yes darling I am here. just putting myself back together. Let me put some Oil of Olay on your boobs, here's a new bra with a little more support, let me put these cotton squares over your nipples, they will help. This bra has four clasps in the back and good underarm support, your 36C fits the cups perfectly. Sasha, while I was pumping your nipples I did notice some discharge, just a little, and Lissa says it's perfectly natural. I want you to wear a Kotex Maxi Pad tonight just to know what it feels like. OK?" "Yes Janna but you will have to show me how". Just watch me, I just out on a fresh one, watch me take it off, and we'll just put it back on you. It fits in your panties like this, don't be disturbed that's just a tiny spot of blood on it, now pull your panties up, the wings go like this, OK? "It feels a little strange but OK". "Now you put a fresh one in my panties, good now pull them up, Ill let you change it again before we go to bed, or maybe I'll ask you to put a tampon in for me, could you do that? "If you show me how Janna".

"Let's put on jeans and a sweater and cook dinner in tonight OK Sasha", Ludi", "Sure Janna it's too cold outside anyway, maybe we can talk some business."

To be Continued.

© 1998 Emma & Michelle Johnson